This past Wednesday, +Philip called All Saints Dallas to a 40 day fast. Folks new to the Anglican tradition will often ask questions surrounding this Lenten season, particularly: “What’s with the fasting?” It’s a good question, so I’d like to try to answer it in this short newsletter.

We fast for two primary reasons: to recall our mortality and to flee from sin and repent. While these two reasons can be distinguished, they can’t be separated. Sin and death are joined at the hip, as are repentance and dependence on God.

We see this from the first pages of Scripture. Adam and Eve had a choice: depend upon God (his strength, his wisdom) or depend upon their flesh (their strength, their wisdom). In eating the fruit, they chose the flesh and, consequently, death (Gen. 2:17).

Our first parents took the first step on a road that would lead them east of Eden and, eventually, back to where they started: dust (Gen. 3:19). This is their curse. Satan exits Eden along with mankind, but his curse is different. He will crawl on his belly and eat dust (Gen. 3:14).

This is where we find ourselves today: exiled from the garden, sinning, dying, and being chased by a serpent hungry for his next meal. This is why Satan flees those who resist him (James 4:7). When we, like Adam, put our hope in flesh, we experience a spiritual death.

It’s as if we shed spiritual skin cells when we sin. The more we sin, the more of this dust we create—and the better-fed the serpent becomes. The less we sin, the less we shed—and the likelier the serpent will move on to an easier meal.

This is the connection between fasting, our mortality, and repentance. Food is necessary for life. When we go without it, we deplete ourselves of energy, of life. In choosing to go without food, we’re choosing the way of the cross.

Counterintuitively, in choosing physical death, we experience spiritual life. We learn to depend not on our strength, but God’s. Like the prophet Ezekiel, we make our meal the very Word of God (Ezek. 3:3).

As we repent of trusting in the flesh, we better learn to experience the power of the Spirit. While the dust-eater comes only to steal and kill and destroy, Jesus came that we might have life, and have it abundantly!